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A Rare Moment
Personal story by
AznCkhaos
created on
Aug 18, 08
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I think this story for me is hard for anyone to actually believe. Even in the midst of how the world is now, i gotta say i hate how my life turned out after that event.
So it begins 8-9 years ago, when i met this girl named anonymous, Id rather not give out.
I was in the Philippines when i met her, great girl, and she was like my best friend but at the same time we had feelings for each other.
As i turned 7 i moved to the US, stayed there till 2000 when i moved to the Philippines again for a vacation.. However, i got pulled out by my Aunt and moved to Japan and once again i saw her.
That point i wanted to be with her and got with her. Met her brother who was 15 at the time. Became part of his little inner group at school, that was somewhat a gang. For me i didnt mind because i didnt know anyone. However, i knew the consequences of doing it, endangering my own gf and endangering her little sister. Along the course of the weeks i did Swordsmanship and each one of us my friend Shiro(her brother), Hiro, Jun, and Rei took different martial art classes. And that became handy in our little side job and such.
However... October 31st i accomplished my training and earned a actually japanese sword which was a reward and a gift by my teacher. I walked home with my girlfriend, and well trouble came and like a bunch of guys that i knew started messing with us. And obviously we tried to avoid them but was a failure, we got bothered and at the same time i took on the offensive. Protecting her with my own life and maybe just trying to be a Man. The guys knew my gf was the younger sister of our group, so we fought. Without realizing it, near the end i ended up killing her. For the cause that, i was overwhlemed with anger and the thought of protection that one person got ahold of her and used her as a shield however, i never noticed and just lunged forward, stabbing the both of them.
I fell into despair, there is more to the story but after that i visited her grave 2 months later because of something that happened to me that i did not even know of. I felt very guilty and sad for what happened. But i vowed to her and to myself to never fight, and to carry the burden i have now..
The End
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Even though this story is a quick one since, i do not have the need to explode all my feelings and inner feelings here, i just need to vent. Whoever reads this, beleive me or not, i can care less. It is much harder ot accept the truth in words without experiencing the incident first hand..
I am a changed person because of my incident, and become more loyal to my friends and those near me. gained respect for the ladies out there, seeking a way to repent for my sins that i cannot repay back to the world...
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